It's been a rough week, between being forcibly ignored to disappointment because I never dreamed given his behavior when we do see each other that he would behave so ill. To making people jealous which is ridiculous in and of itself... I am not the type of person that should ever make anyone jealous and certainly there is nothing special about me...

I suppose if you did not know already you have surmised as much that I'm feeling a bit down lately. At least tomorrow should help, our last trip to London and I get to see Liz and Adi. :)

Also this time next week I shall be in Paris.


And the guys promise to arrange something for Mon. or Tues. next week... maybe it will happen but my bitter self would say likely story...

I am harsh only because I am extremely disappointed.... I hope that he can make me reconsider that view.