So I went out with Luke again last night, just to have a few drinks at the pub down the road and to get away from my (being inside all day) writers block, (so regrettably I still have to finish my two papers but I don't have that much left to do). I am slightly behind schedule but I will finish the papers today, finish reading Beloved and take some notes, and watch the Taming of the Shrew if I can get it on youtube, because I think I will be able to comprehend it more thoroughly after seeing it versus just reading the text.

But anyway, last night was full of epic fail, and I'm not even joking... I completely failed in all respects, the night was good, we were on our last drinks, well technically he was on his last 2, I wasn't really drinking anymore (I had already had 2 glasses of wine and was planning to come back and write some more... which I did, just not as much as I should have) But anyway back to my story... he was finishing his pint and had also gotten a glass of the house red, which i was sipping... (I should have just stuck to not drinking anymore) To give a bit of background because it will drive home the point that i truly epically failed last night, I was the most dressed down I've been going out... Jeans, flip-flops, white tank top and grey cardigan... I know normally I would dress up but the whole eye issue just made me not care... Anyway so we are sitting there and I go to grab the glass to take another sip... but I grabbed it at a weird angle so I tried to correct it so it would not spill.... however I over corrected and it went everywhere (all over me). Now I know how it feels when you get a glass of wine thrown in your face. But it was just my luck that I happened to be wearing white... and as we all know red wine and white never go together.. However on a positive note it all came out of the cardigan, and it's almost all out of the tanktop, maybe one more washing... which is kind of amazing since it was pretty bad last night... Ironically my eye felt better since the alcohol in the wine cleaned it out. lol. :P (This is definitely looking on the bright side of things because although I find it very amusing, I feel bad for Luke and it probably would have been better if it hadn't been just the two of us...)

On a different note, we have fun together, he and I but I kind of feel like it is not the same without one of the other two there. Not that it is bad it just has awkward moments, kind like we know that we like each other but we are not willing to commit... like last night walking home he put his arm around me, so i did the same and he took his arm away and then it was just sort of awkward. I mean I do like him but if it has its awkward moments now, I am not sure that means that if things were different they would go away...

So in conclusion: I think friends is a good place to stay. :)